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Raziel's Hellish Playground
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| the Past and the future |
[Oct. 12th, 2009|11:43 am] |
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Poeple who have known me have known a strong person one that always stood to try to do the right thing and help those who needed it most. and for years i was that person and gave as much as i could to help and be a good minded person. but as with time and stress even a dam may break and fall apart. I have let good friends down and have done things in hopes of saving poeple that in advertaly hurt others unintentionally. for that i am deeply sorry. I can no longer explain my actions to anyone that it would matter to anymore i have given all that i can give this world and have no more left to give. I have lost too much in my life and cannot bear anymore to be lost. so for those that care or ever wonder this is goodbye. those that i have debts with you will be taken care of soon, i promise. as the last of my family passes , i too will pass on to someplace else and be the person i should have been years ago without anyone to stop or detour me. my time is short and i have much to do before the time comes. So goodbye and take care, friends and foes alike i wish you well. |
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| Happy Birthday Dad |
[Aug. 1st, 2006|11:10 am] |
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Happy Birthday where ever you maybe. I Love you dad!!
Francisco Luis Chavez, 73yrs, of Phoenix, AZ, passed away on July
19, 2006. Preceeded in death by parents Refugio & Maria Socorro Chavez, brothers Carlos & Fernando Chavez, daughter Luisa Love. Survived by wife Joyce, daughters Rosemary Luna, Pat Luna & Lucy Page, sons Eddie, Raymond & Richard Chavez, 34 grandchildren, 43 great grandchildren, sisters Nellie Navarro, Maria L. Mora, Anna Cabrera of Gilroy, CA, Socorro Torres & Agenda Martinez, brothers Efren Chavez of San Francisco, CA, Rene Chavez of Hollister, CA, Arturo Chavez and numerous nieces and nephews. Funeral Mass will be held on Saturday July 29, 10am with visitation held 2 hrs prior, St. Catherine of Sienna Catholic Church, 6401 S. Central Ave, Phoenix, AZ.
Published in The Arizona Republic on 7/29/2006. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 9th, 2005|02:38 am] |
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Hades
Indeed, you are 83% erudite, 62% sensual, 75% martial, and 79% saturnine. |
Simply put, Hades was a God of the Underworld, comparable to Midir of the Celts. After dying, a person entered the Underworld by first travelling through the groves of Persephone, onto the gates of Hades which were guarded by the three-headed dog Cerberus, a lot like the Norse "watchdog of hell", Garm.
Being the ruler of the Underworld, Hades was naturally the God of Death, but he was also the God of prosperity and wealth. He could be terrifying or generous depending on where one stood in his favour. The way one kept on his good side was by offering him black sheep.
Hades didn't get around much, preferring to stay home in the Underworld, a vast underground kingdom of caves and tunnels, with his wife Persephone to whom he was faithful.
The Fifteen Gods
These are the 15 categories of this test. If you score above average in …
…all or none of the four variables: Dagda. … Erudite: Thoth. … Sensual: Frey. … Martial: Mars. … Saturnine: Mictlantecuhtli. … Erudite & Sensual: Amun. … Erudite & Martial: Odin. … Erudite & Saturnine: Anubis. … Sensual & Martial: Zeus. … Sensual & Saturnine: Cernunnos. … Martial & Saturnine: Loki. … Erudite, Sensual & Martial: Lug. … Erudite, Sensual & Saturnine: Coyote. … Erudite, Martial & Saturnine: Hades. … Sensual, Martial & Saturnine: Pan. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 63% on erudite |
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You scored higher than 12% on sensual |
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You scored higher than 88% on martial |
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You scored higher than 86% on saturnine |
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| Evil? |
[Oct. 25th, 2005|05:57 pm] |
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I am not Evil..... that much!
How evil are you? |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 9th, 2005|02:29 am] |
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I find this interesting. I was just talking about this very book today, Right after I watched "The Motorcycle Diaries".
George Orwell: Nineteen Eighty-Four. You are the
classic warning against the threat of
totalitarianism. To you, politics and
philosophy are inseparable, auchtorities suck
and the reality might not exist outside our
imaginations.
Which literature classic are you?
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|03:51 am] |
Yeah I love this country!!!
R
You scored 76 due to language, 53 due to violence, and 52 due to sex! |
| RESTRICTED: Under 17 requires accompanying parent or adult guardian. You are a mighty tough R-rated person. The school of hard knocks was your Kindergarten. You have experienced a lot, and your salty language tells people so. The other R-rated people would be mesmerized by your stories. The G and PG-rated people would gasp in shock, and you would think that was funny. Your film genre comparison: gangster drama, crime drama about a corrupt cop, very naughty college comedy. |
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 0% on language |
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You scored higher than 0% on violence |
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You scored higher than 0% on sex |
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| What Happens Next? |
[Nov. 3rd, 2004|11:56 pm] |
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Well most of you all know that the fuck-nut is close to being the president again.. But What will follow in the coming weeks will test the true american spirit. Bush wants to send and "place" a military presence in Korea. Most you you all out there know by now that the last time this was attempted it caused one of the worst and bloodiest wars that has ever been seen. On top of this The U.S. Dept. of Defense has issued notices to "certain military units" to report for duty. Why? Recruiting for the armed forces has stepped up in the past two months. This makes one wonder what is "really" going on. Plus To many programs that help americans has been cut. Some of you out there might say like what? Well here is just one major example. Not to long ago I was waiting to pick up Jen from work. While I was standing by the front reception desk I over heard a woman on the phone talking to someone and the woman sounded rather upset. As I stood there I heard the woman tell the person on the phone this- "I will always be your mommy, Its one of the things that it means to be mommy. Don't worry I won't forget about you. I will get you the medicine you need baby, ok. Mommy loves you. Let me talk to the nurse now." At first this made me sad. But had I known the whole story about this woman I would have tried to get people to help this woman. That day that was donating Plasma to get the money to buy medicine that her six year old child needed to stay well. But that was only the tip of the Iceberg. The Mother and Father Have to move to California, but their child cannot move with them. The reason you wonder? The child has an illness that has had the child in a nursing home. Yes you read it right. A nursing home. I know this because I have met this child. And I promised this child that I would find a way to help. I called Senator McCain's office asking to talk to McCain about what could be done. His PR secretary said "Try telling them to apply for SSI or SSA/Disability. They have done this already and were denied benefits. So what would someone do if they needed help from this country. So between the "War on Terror" and The US Government cuts programs left and right no one stands a chance. So what can be done? Nothing short a Revolution.
However I have done some digging around and have found information that frightens me.
I can not say openly what I have found out but all I can say is this... Prepare yourselves for very hard times ahead. Stock up on emergency provisions, water, personal items.
But I have one question : Is The Second American Civil War is upon us? |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 15th, 2004|03:20 am] |
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Take the quiz: "What do you love about making love?"
Lust
You are in it for the Lust. Its all about the passion and how good they are in bed. Though you aren't necessarily a woman/man whore, you know your way around the bedroom, be proud of that accomplisment! Godspeed!
A Yeah.. The Lust!! |
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| War and politics! |
[Oct. 13th, 2004|05:12 am] |
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Well everyone better hope who ever gets elected won't make a bad mistake.(And they most likely will).. There have been rumors that the US might go after North Korea. I have heard from people going to Kuwait and all of them have said that this one of their biggest worries. Weather this is true I don't really know?
But........
Didn't we learn anything from the last time.. except now they have weapons of mass destruction. I just hope that we don't have to pay the price for someone else mistake. (But we probably will)...
I am out of Ideas folks.. time to sleep.. |
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| Civil War or War on Terror ? |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|02:13 am] |
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BEFORE you read this. Keep in mind that these are VERY strong opinions, ONLY THAT...
On One side You Have The current administration Telling us we are at war with terrorists. on the other side You have the hundreds of thousands of americans that are still being stripped of the very things that are a necessary means to living in times like these. The president has made it clear the a terrorist is defined by "one who would do harm to another human being without any remorse or regret to the out come of their actions"...... We americans do not have to travel far to find these terrorists. the real terrorists have seats of power in our very own government. I have been fighting a silent war with our very own government and have found these forsaken souls right under everyone's noses. I can not remain silent any longer. Do not fall into the deceptions that the current political administration shows you or tells you, They have caused more human suffering than any terrorist organization could ever hope to do in a hundred years. They have taken everything from my parents, almost to the point of nothing and yet they still want more from them. I have talked with other people and have heard the same thing almost word for word. The "American" way of life 50 years ago was to build your self-up to the point at which the most important thing to do was sit in a chair and water your lawn. Today,50 years later, It is not at once was. Americans work more and get less, Children go hungry every night and sometimes go on like that for weeks at a time with mear scraps and the charity of the churches that provide food Boxes , And many senior's rummage through dumpsters for extra food because they don't even get enough money from their social security to cove their bills much less food or much needed medicine. Most people don't think that things are that bad. however! Drive behind any Safeway or Bashas,Fry's on any given Wednesday or thursday around the times of 7:30-11:00 and you can see for yourself. People on medicare are stripped of medical benefits on a daily basis to the point that one of the new leading causes of senior's deaths are related to the lack of medicine or proper medical care to the lack of medical insurance. Promises are made on a daily basis the president and members of the cabinet to increase the availability of Medical and low income programs. But send more funding to fuel a war which they started almost 20 years ago. But who must pay the price for the cost of terrorists. The government? No, we do.. The people pay on a daily basis. some with their lives. And I don't mean the soldiers that are fighting in the war. I am speaking about the people next door to you,the ones you work with, Your friends, their parents, your sons and daughters that are not even old enough to know what it means to lie, steal,kill and torture. I have a daughter. I am afraid of what awaits her in the future of the country. But I will see the she never has to face any of these things. No child should have to see what the government can do to its people. They are not soldiers in someone's sick idea of what the trials of a war is or what it means.. This is NOT A THIRD WORLD COUNTRY!! The president called for every american to help fight terrorism. Then we should, By starting with those who oppress our very own people.
These are the options they are giving us. |
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[Jun. 8th, 2004|08:59 am] |
You were a REVOLUTIONARY WARRIOR.
YOu were the leader of a new era, the kind of
person who brought about the new and different
ages and spawned new ways of living. YOu fought
in these kind of upheavels or led great armies
to great things. our name is often forgotten;
you are probably a martyr.
You may have been:
Joan of Arc
The Samurai Ghost
Carl Marx
George Washington
- The Reincarnation Quiz -
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| A place just like this, but just for angry goths... |
[Apr. 20th, 2004|11:50 am] |
So I was killing time rumaging through the Yahoo member directory when I found this one poor souls profile. and on it I find this..
www.deadjournal.com
The site claims to be for that special individual that has nothing but foul things to say about everything. I fellin love with it in the first 5 seconds.... It's great, everyone is pissed off about something!Hell everyone should be on this site! |
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| Staring at the sky! |
[Feb. 24th, 2004|01:04 am] |
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I took gaby to encanto park on sunday for the first time. For being only 1 1/2 years old she had a lot of fun playing with other children. After about 30 minutes she came over where I was sitting in the grass and fell asleep. I laid down and started to look at the sky. It was grey and was raining every so often. then a patch of blue faded into view. I just stared at it, and in that brief moment I realized, My life is complete. Nothing can ever compare or even equal the feeling I get from having my daughter in my life. |
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| Time... I need more of it... |
[Nov. 4th, 2003|02:43 am] |
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| | Android Lust - Follow | ] |
Have you ever had fifty different things going on at once and just not enough time? It sucks.. If I ever get the chance I am going to in vent a time machine and get ome things done that I haven't done yet. |
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| Electroclash and Dirty Sanchez!!! |
[Oct. 30th, 2003|03:18 am] |
Does anyone have any thing by Dirty Sanchez. And If So Let me know..
P.S. Who's Going to Hot Pink on friday? |
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[Sep. 25th, 2003|11:05 am] |
Me and Chris were malking up names for this quiz and well....
Yes everyone, DJ Super Ballz Lives!!!! |
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